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Friday, August 23, 2013

Ummmm...

At times in my life... More now than ever I just step back and go "Ummmm... What the heck am I doing ?! Where'd God go?" I mean, obviously He is ever-present in my life, but what I guess I'm getting at is "Where did I put God? Did I set Him aside, on the back burner? Or, worse yet, off the stove? When did I become so focused on myself and what I want that I just disregarded His plan in/for my life. 
     Ok. Let's be real, it's not like I know what He wants for me, but there are times when I'm like, "Yeah, no. Simeon. Stop. This is definitely NOT what He wants. 
      God, what have I become? Change this hellish mess of a life to do something that matters, PLEASE! Help me live life to the fullest... For You. Not me.